I don’t learn quickly. My successes so far have very much come from a mindset that life is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration. This meant that during university and my early career (I'm still deciding if a career is a job where you don’t get paid for overtime) I spent a lot of time staring into a multitude of texts and tomes learning stuff. During this period I also used to enjoy spending a lot of time socialising with friends and family in my spare time. At work I was psychometrically profiled and discovered as part of this that apparently I'm an extrovert. What I'm now starting to wonder is am I really an extrovert or was that just a response to life at that time? That is the compulsory element of my life was a need to learn fast at an individual level and in response I craved company when spare time allowed.
Today my work day starts early and finishes late. During those long days at work my day is broken down into not much more than 15 minute intervals. Everyone wants/needs a piece of me and I’m constantly making decisions. I no longer need to learn at such a great rate (I do need to stay current so some learning still occurs) with my ‘unique selling point’ now being my domain knowledge and leadership. In return for that I'm paid well as those decisions are (currently at least) rarely wrong and my leadership skills are seen as a positive. This probably sounds like the behaviour of an extrovert however now for the problem.
On weekends and the couple of spare hours I get during the week I now no longer crave company. I certainly don’t enjoy spending time with wider family and friends who continue to consume like the best of them. Their talk of how much their house has gone up in value or what new car they are going to buy now just bores me. Instead I now chase quiet time with close friends/family while also coveting some seclusion and time to self reflect. This blog is a great outlet for me now as it gives me quiet time to learn; self reflect and write about what’s important for me. The question then becomes is my personal life a response to try and balance my compulsory extroverted work element, combined with consumerism no longer being important to me, or is it because I'm not actually not a natural extrovert?
Today my work day starts early and finishes late. During those long days at work my day is broken down into not much more than 15 minute intervals. Everyone wants/needs a piece of me and I’m constantly making decisions. I no longer need to learn at such a great rate (I do need to stay current so some learning still occurs) with my ‘unique selling point’ now being my domain knowledge and leadership. In return for that I'm paid well as those decisions are (currently at least) rarely wrong and my leadership skills are seen as a positive. This probably sounds like the behaviour of an extrovert however now for the problem.
On weekends and the couple of spare hours I get during the week I now no longer crave company. I certainly don’t enjoy spending time with wider family and friends who continue to consume like the best of them. Their talk of how much their house has gone up in value or what new car they are going to buy now just bores me. Instead I now chase quiet time with close friends/family while also coveting some seclusion and time to self reflect. This blog is a great outlet for me now as it gives me quiet time to learn; self reflect and write about what’s important for me. The question then becomes is my personal life a response to try and balance my compulsory extroverted work element, combined with consumerism no longer being important to me, or is it because I'm not actually not a natural extrovert?